Why cant people accept people the way they are
Is it that hard to find someone who will accept you the whole way you are
The person who u have been living with for the past decade. Its so tough if you were goin to change something that already lives within you.
had a girls talk todae.
da usual =>>
it was one of those that u list out your ideal partner.
he must have this and not have that
snatches from our conversation
=my side=my mouth=
purity of the soul and mind and body (sounds so yoaga-ish?)
devotedness (no eyes swervin or dartin here and there.)
un-violent
un-vulgar
wun take me forgranted
un-petty
thats d character portion
devotedness.thats just basic social etiquette!
i cant live with violent 0r vulgar culture.
takin someone forgranted..is the worse thing anione can do.
pettiness - leads to mani quarrells.
nono.
witnessed what violence can do to a person todae.
a man should never ever lay his hand on a lady.
sigh.
to whom it may concern
i am here for u...
lettin the wrong person in.
crossin a line so thin.
you knew you were fallin
everione but u were seein
inside you,flowin.rushin.bleedin
you couldn help coverin
but it was spillin
your head spinnin
pastin across u.we are carin
we are understandin
by you we are followin
todae was scary.i woke up with a sharp pain in d chest.
stabbed
and i tink i am havin a cold cough.
strepsilz!!!!
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
coincidentalMR.
when she looks in his direction
she sees herself in his vision
she looks like she is engaging
conversations flowin
is she livin in a dream.is she mistakin
hes sittin at the far end
but signals she send
are they bouncin back
hes bright admist the black
hes the onli one she reaches for
her gestures are only a metaphor
theres so much shes feelin
inside.burstin
he walks over
confident.whenever
waves.her eyes lit up
his movements she will mark
wats on his side she thinks
he walks away
water in her eyes she blinks
why does he have such a hold on her
her associates aint sure
why her gaze lingers
filled with dazzled lights
she wishes intellectual words could flow
to him her feelings.can parade can show.
others want chances
it aint gona work.those faces.
only a certain taste.
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i am trying my best in the lab
but nothins on my side
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i reali wana excel
but no one can help
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i have nightmares of the outcome
but reality seems worst
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i feel like undoin her powder off her face
but self control takes over
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i know she wun be a part soon
but i just have to wait
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i will not succumb to her ways
but i have to act
cheerxz.
tried ginger ice creAM
it rocks my world.
yummieee
twenty something october.
she sees herself in his vision
she looks like she is engaging
conversations flowin
is she livin in a dream.is she mistakin
hes sittin at the far end
but signals she send
are they bouncin back
hes bright admist the black
hes the onli one she reaches for
her gestures are only a metaphor
theres so much shes feelin
inside.burstin
he walks over
confident.whenever
waves.her eyes lit up
his movements she will mark
wats on his side she thinks
he walks away
water in her eyes she blinks
why does he have such a hold on her
her associates aint sure
why her gaze lingers
filled with dazzled lights
she wishes intellectual words could flow
to him her feelings.can parade can show.
others want chances
it aint gona work.those faces.
only a certain taste.
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i am trying my best in the lab
but nothins on my side
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i reali wana excel
but no one can help
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i have nightmares of the outcome
but reality seems worst
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i feel like undoin her powder off her face
but self control takes over
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i know she wun be a part soon
but i just have to wait
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~- i will not succumb to her ways
but i have to act
cheerxz.
tried ginger ice creAM
it rocks my world.
yummieee
twenty something october.
nAMER
believe in mood swings
yesterdae i needed de-restless medicine
today i need de-stress and de-bluez medicine
lines crossed infront of her.but the lines did not touch her.
they were trying to entwine her.trying to grip her.
they were comin nearer.she felt suffocated.breathing was tough.now her minds a blank.
what comes across your mind when you hear.
black.
purple.
for those people who keep spamming me.i would appreciate if you came here to read what i am writtin ACTUALI.
title.ed. ~nAMER~
falling for the first time
your moves are like a chime
falling into your arms
running emotions come
i cant.pick myself up.
i aint trying my luck
i cant face you.
i know what you are feelin too.
triangles formin around the room
as darkness loom
your scent is filin the space
its wrong.but i am in a daze.
this is the first part of my poem.
lets get the other portions.
i duno why but this poem...i cant write everitin out here.
somewhere in the middle of nAMER
~
you are alreadi not your own
upon someone's heart you are sworn
what am i comittin
muz have been the lights hittin
muz have been the people movin
the beat was strong.wantin.
now an unwritten agreement between
to you what do i mean
to them, we were seen
someones gona be hurtin
it was just a moment of enticing
you were bein interestin.
no one else mattered
against you i was shattered
~ towards the end of nAMER
i cant be fallin.
that aint my callin.
what i am experiencin
your strong holdin
~ why am i always randomnisin.
oops did i forget to mention.
THANKS TO ALL WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BDAE.
LUV U GUYS LIKE. THIS MUCH ======================================================
your heart i cant steal
mine i will seal
yesterdae i needed de-restless medicine
today i need de-stress and de-bluez medicine
lines crossed infront of her.but the lines did not touch her.
they were trying to entwine her.trying to grip her.
they were comin nearer.she felt suffocated.breathing was tough.now her minds a blank.
what comes across your mind when you hear.
black.
purple.
for those people who keep spamming me.i would appreciate if you came here to read what i am writtin ACTUALI.
title.ed. ~nAMER~
falling for the first time
your moves are like a chime
falling into your arms
running emotions come
i cant.pick myself up.
i aint trying my luck
i cant face you.
i know what you are feelin too.
triangles formin around the room
as darkness loom
your scent is filin the space
its wrong.but i am in a daze.
this is the first part of my poem.
lets get the other portions.
i duno why but this poem...i cant write everitin out here.
somewhere in the middle of nAMER
~
you are alreadi not your own
upon someone's heart you are sworn
what am i comittin
muz have been the lights hittin
muz have been the people movin
the beat was strong.wantin.
now an unwritten agreement between
to you what do i mean
to them, we were seen
someones gona be hurtin
it was just a moment of enticing
you were bein interestin.
no one else mattered
against you i was shattered
~ towards the end of nAMER
i cant be fallin.
that aint my callin.
what i am experiencin
your strong holdin
~ why am i always randomnisin.
oops did i forget to mention.
THANKS TO ALL WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BDAE.
LUV U GUYS LIKE. THIS MUCH ======================================================
your heart i cant steal
mine i will seal
Friday, October 12, 2007
will you stand by me.
actuali..
todae is juz a finger-feel-lik-typing day.
but not a heart-feel-like-pouring day.
many good events been happening and goin to happen this october.
the only bad thing i reckon about october is fyp.so dun i juz looove october.haha
i am struggling.
and still struggling.
hands gettin worse. = stress.
tonite is my night.aint gona let anitin spoil it then.
thanks to all who keep me close to their hearts.
love ya all dearly.appreciate ya all for appreciating me!
two incidents happened lately to remind me of my dislike of ppl takin me forgranted. and ppl who are violent, vulgar.
okie lets mark the happie dates of october!
last fridae and tmrw (sunday)
i was totali screamin last fridae though.
tuesday.bad nite.
i tried to be there for you.
i tried to listen too
said.let me in.
open those doors closin
i wont give let you fall
help u up again.tall
but you gotta know why
for you i try
i will never doubt
heart achin throughout.
three involved
problem aint resolved.
take my words.
they arent meant to be bullets.
how often do friends slip away.how often are u too busi to notice.
new favourite song.stand by me.shayne ward.
i love repeating songs.lolx.
dun tt mean i dun get bored easily.
time to get dressed.time to hit them floors.kekeke!
180 degrees is my new focus.new pain source.ouch.
dance when you are happy,dance when you are sad
13october2007.
todae is juz a finger-feel-lik-typing day.
but not a heart-feel-like-pouring day.
many good events been happening and goin to happen this october.
the only bad thing i reckon about october is fyp.so dun i juz looove october.haha
i am struggling.
and still struggling.
hands gettin worse. = stress.
tonite is my night.aint gona let anitin spoil it then.
thanks to all who keep me close to their hearts.
love ya all dearly.appreciate ya all for appreciating me!
two incidents happened lately to remind me of my dislike of ppl takin me forgranted. and ppl who are violent, vulgar.
okie lets mark the happie dates of october!
last fridae and tmrw (sunday)
i was totali screamin last fridae though.
tuesday.bad nite.
i tried to be there for you.
i tried to listen too
said.let me in.
open those doors closin
i wont give let you fall
help u up again.tall
but you gotta know why
for you i try
i will never doubt
heart achin throughout.
three involved
problem aint resolved.
take my words.
they arent meant to be bullets.
how often do friends slip away.how often are u too busi to notice.
new favourite song.stand by me.shayne ward.
i love repeating songs.lolx.
dun tt mean i dun get bored easily.
time to get dressed.time to hit them floors.kekeke!
180 degrees is my new focus.new pain source.ouch.
dance when you are happy,dance when you are sad
13october2007.
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Running away from time.runnin out of time.
i am so in love with the song sang by elliot yamin.
wait for you.
especially the introduction by the piano.
what feeling ignites in you when you hear the keys?
i feel like dancin.maybe crying.but the lyrics of the song are so sweet.wonder what the composer must have been feeling.
no stereo typing though.it may have been occurances he witnessed.
~why did you have to go.you could have let me know~
its the best song for someone nursing a heartbreak. nursing a heartbreak.but hopin for something.a patch up i reckon.
~baby i will wait for you.i really need you in my life.~
~so baby i will wait for you, i really dont know what else i can do.~
as days draw nearer to the end the routined life of the past three years.
thinking does not help anymore.
planning should be the word.
who knows what the future beholds. every night i hold a little prayer. prayer that HE will guide me through my years. thanking HIM for keepin me safe so far.
end notes. : love is unconditional.
~now im missing you and im wishing you were comin back to my door~
~~~ are quoted from ::wait for you:: ~
wait for you.
especially the introduction by the piano.
what feeling ignites in you when you hear the keys?
i feel like dancin.maybe crying.but the lyrics of the song are so sweet.wonder what the composer must have been feeling.
no stereo typing though.it may have been occurances he witnessed.
~why did you have to go.you could have let me know~
its the best song for someone nursing a heartbreak. nursing a heartbreak.but hopin for something.a patch up i reckon.
~baby i will wait for you.i really need you in my life.~
~so baby i will wait for you, i really dont know what else i can do.~
as days draw nearer to the end the routined life of the past three years.
thinking does not help anymore.
planning should be the word.
who knows what the future beholds. every night i hold a little prayer. prayer that HE will guide me through my years. thanking HIM for keepin me safe so far.
end notes. : love is unconditional.
~now im missing you and im wishing you were comin back to my door~
~~~ are quoted from ::wait for you:: ~
ThErEs JuSt ToO mUcH Time cannot ErAsE
i am sorry i chose to walk away
i guessed what was coming my way
i had no where else to turn
a different way i yearn
its not your doing
that drives me.away, going.
theres no one to bleam
its me you cant tame
the world has different faces
and i want to feel the traces.
talk about a forest.
living solitude it thirsts
talk about the blue uo there
why do we feel its bare
what you see is not what you get
step out and you will see that.
space.about you it says
think about the remaining days
why are you afraid of being alone.
afraid to lose something you cant clone.
you cant lack the factor
build up your character
why are you confusing my words
why are you digging the dirts
you wont find evidence
it will reveal.the coincidence
of the moment
your idealistic sentiment
dies within.
you will be rust clean
then yes.come back
to you intact.
i think i was listening to evanesence while writing this.i duno where all these lines come from.
i aspire to be a poet.
haha nah.
kiddin.
and i repeat.it has no reference to me.maybe reference to some people.
~what you cant erase. you keep. 02.10.2007
i guessed what was coming my way
i had no where else to turn
a different way i yearn
its not your doing
that drives me.away, going.
theres no one to bleam
its me you cant tame
the world has different faces
and i want to feel the traces.
talk about a forest.
living solitude it thirsts
talk about the blue uo there
why do we feel its bare
what you see is not what you get
step out and you will see that.
space.about you it says
think about the remaining days
why are you afraid of being alone.
afraid to lose something you cant clone.
you cant lack the factor
build up your character
why are you confusing my words
why are you digging the dirts
you wont find evidence
it will reveal.the coincidence
of the moment
your idealistic sentiment
dies within.
you will be rust clean
then yes.come back
to you intact.
i think i was listening to evanesence while writing this.i duno where all these lines come from.
i aspire to be a poet.
haha nah.
kiddin.
and i repeat.it has no reference to me.maybe reference to some people.
~what you cant erase. you keep. 02.10.2007
Monday, October 1, 2007
betweenWordsAreEXchanges.BetweenLinesAre.thoughts.
why cant you look me in the eye
and tell me you wont let me cry
you wont take back the sweet words
you wont hide your thoughts.
you tell me dont hide things
you wana be there.no matter what it brings.
then dont leave me hanging.
show me what you mean cos i aint feeling.
your silence hurts so deep
hurt, in my heart holds a grip.
give me a sign.a message.
should i forget.release my rage?
i cant.what i know cant be rewound.
your presence makes my mind unsound.
i cant trust.not yet.
the truth,freedom it wont let.
all i need is time.your assurance
of your endurance.
i cant express.is that my fault.
my tears taste of salt
you aint there to dry them.
your words are empty now.empty then?
everitime i get a signal.blood will rush
but the warmth aint gona gush
whats missing from you
i cant believe you are true
what you claimed.is it the same
dont you know my sufferin game
you are the player.
i am the slayer.
are you still waiting for my answer
here.i think of you till my eyes lower.
if only you would ask again
i am willing to swallow the pain.
was writing this during fyp.haha.cos fyp is boring.it has no reference to me :pp
dun stereotype.dun read it as it is.meanings are always hidden.
01.10.2007
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